The Different Faces of Me

A Thousand Miles
by: Vanessa Carlton

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories

'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight

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I'm missing him so much and I feel like his is a thousand thousand miles away from me.

Its the second day that he left. I am feeling lazy again. I just want my whole day to be in bed. I feel like I'm sick. I wanted to do things but it seems like I have no energy to do the things that I needed to do.

Check list for the day:

• Fix my SSS. I need to get a copy of my E1 form.
• Go to NBI (National Bureau of Investigation) and get a NBI Clearance.
• Go to Meralco to pay out electric bill.
• Pay our water bill.

Argh! I don't even know where I should get my NBI Clearance and the SSS. I am so hot tempered today. I even shouted at the person who is making prank calls this morning. I feel like I am being unproductive. I just wanted to stay at home and do nothing.

How I wish he was here. I didn't even login my Yahoo Messenger because whenever I see his name there... I miss him even more.

He is stranded there right now. I think the boat will leave in 10 am and he is there in the wee hours in the morning. Lol. How i wish he didn't have to leave. I hate myself for being like this. Errr.

Stranded = More days to stay there. And I bet he is more excited about it. T_T

Bubbly
by: Colbie Caillat

V1: I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

C: It starts in my toes
and I crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

V2: The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under covers stayin safe and warm
you give me feelins that I adore

C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

B: What am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmm

C: It starts in my toes
make me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

V3: I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

C: It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holdin me tight

Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever you go, I'll always know
Cause you make me smile here, just for a while

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I heard this song awhile ago in ASAP and I couldn't help but to think of him. I miss you so much! (waaa! wala na ako mgwa kundi pakinggan to tuwing namimis kta. nsa cp ko na itong kanta.)

Brighter Than Sunshine
by: Aqualung

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

I got a feeling in my soul ... [repeat chorus to end]

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I remember him in this song too. He serenade me and sang this song. ( waaah! baby ko! uwi ka na! namimiss na po kita...)

Remember Me This Way
by: Jordan Hill

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

* I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Hmm……….. this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more apart of time, you're everywhere
I'll always cares
(Repeat *)

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe
(Repeat *)

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I am missing him a lot. This song is very memorable to me. We danced to this song in his computer shop. Hahaha! Well, his shop was still closed at that time. Early in the morning, when the first time he showed me his computer shop, we were talking and telling stories when he suddenly played the song and asked me to dance. (waaah! lalo ko tuloy siya namimiss...)

It's Sunday and I feel so lazy. I feel so sad. I'm missing my baby. He left this morning to go to Iloilo, his fathers' hometown. He needs to make sure that his sister,Bess, will come back there safely and he needs to fix computers for his aunties.

I usually cook for my family during Sundays. But today, I couldn't I didn't even went up to bed when I knew that he already left. I started to feel sad. I miss him badly. I know I shouldn't feel like this. His only going to be there for a week. I am so attached to him and how I wish I am not. I want him to enjoy his trip but I couldn't understand myself that whenever I feel that he is so happy and excited about his trip... i feel so sad and lonely. I stayed at my bed and went up now (10:45pm). I am feeling bored so I thought of writing in my blog. I am somehow hoping that I'd feel a little better now.

I wanted to sleep and wake up on Saturday. I have a lot of things to do this week. I know I should focus my attention to more important things than this. But i couldn't help but to miss him so much...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
The first day of the year! I just hope that EVERYTHING would turn out to be just fine. Have a great day ahead!