The Different Faces of Me

I am feeling down when I wake up this morning. I feel like the world has turned its back on me. I wanted to be positive. I wanted to be happy but how can I? When i know that my happiness makes him sad.. I wanted him to be happy. I miss him a lot. But it seems like I am just nothing to him.

Does he really love me? Am I just blind to see that I am nothing to him? I somehow know that he loves me, even if its just a little bit. I would love to be loved by the one I love most but.. err.. I don't know.

Baby, if ever you could read this. I just want you to know that I love you so much...