Birthday around the corner

Monday, April 7, 2008

My birthday is fast approaching. I don't know if I am going to be happy or sad about it. Right now, I don't feel like my birthday is going to come.

Last month, I am excitedly planning about my birthday. I wanted to spend the day with my boyfriend. But I am not sure if he wants to be part of it. *sigh* Does being in love makes people feel this way? I love him, he loves me?! but.. but.. I don't know what's happening now.

I wish my birthday would just pass by like an ordinary day. But a day without sadness and a day to make me feel alright. I don't wish it to be special.. I don't wish it to be memorable.. I just want it to pass like a day without sadness.. it doesn't have to make me happy but a day to make him happy.

Advance *tooot* birthday to me! (no, its not happy.. its not going to be..)

Posted by Deeanne at 10:43:00 AM  
7 comments
ian said...

each birthday is worth celebrating and getting giddy with happiness about!

regardless of the state of your heart's affairs, in my humble opinion, you should celebrate to the max your entry into the world. i'm sure you touched so many lives, you've been a blessing to a number of people far greater than one person. your presence in their lives (and theirs in yours) is reason enough to celebrate.

before and after any boyfriend or partner came or left, you're and will always be a whole, intact person, with family, friends, classmates, officemates, loved ones. you're important enough in God's eyes that He chose to create you to be blessed with a rich life and in turn be a blessing to others.

and that is enough reason to celebrate- that you exist, leading a blessed life, and you are a blessing to a greater number of people whom you love AND assuredly love you in return, regardless of your imperfections.

have a great birthday! the world would not be complete without you. but the odd/best thing about it is- you are complete by just being you.

April 7, 2008 at 7:11 PM  
Pamps said...

i hope that you would be happy in your birthday. and hope that whatever is bothering you would be settled. Be happy!

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April 7, 2008 at 7:46 PM  
Mhaye said...

lapit na din bday ko.. :D share lang.. lol.

April 13, 2008 at 12:36 AM  
twinkletoe said...

hello sis.. musta? advance happy bday.. always put a smile on your face, its your day. mwahugs! take care :]

April 20, 2008 at 6:34 AM  
HWD said...

yet, it's still your birthday... be happy about it...

if you insist to be not, then just don't forget to smile...

April 21, 2008 at 3:14 AM  
C K said...

Happy birthday in advance! i'm sure your guy is planning a surprise for you. :)

April 21, 2008 at 7:32 PM  

nooooo...! birthdays are to be CELEBRATED.

Screw the boyfriend. He doesn't control your happiness. I hope and wish you have a fun-filled day counting your blessings and all the wonderful people in your life.

Regardless if it includes "him" or not.

And if he doesn't make a big stink about your birthday, then please - let's ask ourselves - what's so friggin' great about him anyway?

Wishing you a happy almost birthday!!

May 2, 2008 at 2:51 PM  

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