The Different Faces of Me

I've spent my almost whole day crying. I wanted to cheer myself up. I wanted to be a strong person but I'm not. All I can do is pretend that everythings' fine.

I miss him a lot.
Am I loving him too much? Do I need to give him space for me to adjust to what he wants? I wanted him to be happy but the things that he wants me to do is not just me. Its like his happiness or my happiness. I'd pick his.

I am having a headache since I woke up and I tried to ignore it. I just it won't get worse. I am tired of loving. I am tired of myself. I wanted to be happy.

I wish that when i wake up tomorrow, I'd feel much better...