Sad Sunday

Sunday, February 17, 2008

I've spent my almost whole day crying. I wanted to cheer myself up. I wanted to be a strong person but I'm not. All I can do is pretend that everythings' fine.

I miss him a lot.
Am I loving him too much? Do I need to give him space for me to adjust to what he wants? I wanted him to be happy but the things that he wants me to do is not just me. Its like his happiness or my happiness. I'd pick his.

I am having a headache since I woke up and I tried to ignore it. I just it won't get worse. I am tired of loving. I am tired of myself. I wanted to be happy.

I wish that when i wake up tomorrow, I'd feel much better...

Posted by Deeanne at 10:16:00 PM  
val said...

u really should treat yourself out.. on a meeh day.. and eat a lot of chocolates.. i hope you'll feel better soon..

February 18, 2008 at 12:33 PM  
MHAYE said...

nah.. it's alright sis..

February 19, 2008 at 10:48 AM  
Deeanne said...

@val and mhaye..

thanks guys.. >:D<

March 8, 2008 at 8:24 AM  

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