The Different Faces of Me

Sadness fills my soul. I want to hide it but I couldn’t. What’s wrong with me? I’ve been trying to cheer myself for the past few days but I don’t even know what makes me happy. What does make Dee happy? Err, I can’t figure out. Do I really know myself? I feel like a part of me is missing. Not just a part of me but a BIG part of me.

I hear the clock ticking and I’ve been staring at a blank space for a couple of minutes. What’s wrong with me? I don’t feel like playing RO nor do I feel like cooking. I can’t do my daily chores and the things that used to make me happy and now, it feels like hell.

I’m missing you. Yes, I’m sure you are the one who makes me happy. The only reason that behind my smiles. But I have to go on. I have to be strong. And each day I have to face the world with a fake smile.