The Different Faces of Me

I woke up this morning not feeling well, but what can I do? I have to go to the office to work. I had a very rough morning. Still thinking about the argument that happened the night before. I wasn't able to sleep well so I was a bit sleepy when I went to the office.

The morning training went okay until noon. We had the chance to exchange messages but it didn't go on so well.. I wish every thing's gonna be fine. I am scared because he's always telling me that one day if we're always like that.. he will leave me. I fear for that day to come. I just want to love him forever. I want to take good care of him.. but it seems like he's more into his friends. I know he should have the life but what about my happiness.. all i want is to see him.

I miss him so much...