The Different Faces of Me

Its the second day that he left. I am feeling lazy again. I just want my whole day to be in bed. I feel like I'm sick. I wanted to do things but it seems like I have no energy to do the things that I needed to do.

Check list for the day:

• Fix my SSS. I need to get a copy of my E1 form.
• Go to NBI (National Bureau of Investigation) and get a NBI Clearance.
• Go to Meralco to pay out electric bill.
• Pay our water bill.

Argh! I don't even know where I should get my NBI Clearance and the SSS. I am so hot tempered today. I even shouted at the person who is making prank calls this morning. I feel like I am being unproductive. I just wanted to stay at home and do nothing.

How I wish he was here. I didn't even login my Yahoo Messenger because whenever I see his name there... I miss him even more.

He is stranded there right now. I think the boat will leave in 10 am and he is there in the wee hours in the morning. Lol. How i wish he didn't have to leave. I hate myself for being like this. Errr.

Stranded = More days to stay there. And I bet he is more excited about it. T_T